quagma

quagma

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    q log #128: I was rereading some of the stuff I wrote the other night, and its clear where I started to drift off to sleep from the increase in typos and fewer complete sentences. You can tell I'm rushing to finish jotting down my inspiration before I fall asleep on the keyboard.
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    q log 127: what is love? What is a romance? What is it like to crush on someone, to have butterflies every time you think of them? Why cant i feel these feelings, and not for lack of trying? If pressed on who i like, I panic and name random objects. I want relationships and to be wanted, but I can't ever get the spark to ignite within myself. Is there something wrong with me?
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    Prince_Azmiran_Myrian
    I would say yes, however, you will not like the solution.
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    xedale
    There seems to be a mechanism that can forcefully block all evil thoughts, letting you experience an unusually pleasant state. And you either lack that mechanism, or consistently overpower it.
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    quagma
    I just call it having severe chronic anxiety, but your thing sounds cool too. I dont think im necessarily "broken" or "missing" anything, its just one of many ways the human body i unfortunately inhabit can vary. Its just depressing that it feels like im denied what is supposed to be a common human experience, and not for lack of trying, ofc. How do I even start to write about an emotion I'm unable to feel?
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    q log #125: I am the guy from the warning signs. Yeah, all of em. I experienced every single one of them, from being cut, to grinded, to electrocuted. and if you must know, I enjoyed all of it. Deeply.
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    q log #124: dont donate your plasma. Its a big scam, and theyre just using it to make tvs and lamps
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    Alski
    Alski
    Oh hey i see your q log made it past 122, when you rolled back to 113 i thought we might of broken you.
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    q log #122: I give up. Can't be passionate about things anymore, i get called overly sensitive for noticing an injustice, I can't even say "dont be a jerkwad" without people complaining its their right to be a dick and im spoiling their fun.
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    q log #121: my page is a safe space for me. the rest of u r in danger i think
    Azhurie_Mythephan
    Azhurie_Mythephan
    I am. Half of my internal mental council is on the side of my schizophrenia, autism, adhd, and anxiety's mental political party, while the other half is on the party called "general decent reasoning".
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    quagma
    Mines split at least three ways between my adhdemon, my autism fairy, and my anxiety creature. I offer advice, try to mediate, but negotiations can be rough.
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    q log #118: only 3.8% of beetles have earned their high school diploma; even fewer go into trade and STEM
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    q log #117: those rays of lights shining through clouds in the evening or early morning are called 'crepuscular rays'.
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    q log #116: I think the big reason I hate the R slur obsession, beyond my actual reasoning, is that you can tell people who say it kick their feet and giggle a little out of pride from saying a bad word. Its really childish.
    They think it’s a magic “win the argument” card. Like all they have to do is say it, and they win!
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    You didn't even read my message at all lmao. I'm done responding.
    SirContro
    SirContro
    CDN media
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    quagma
    @georgelee5786 its okay to use it in a non-insulting way. Youre using the word properly in engineering, chemistry, music notation, etc. Its when its used to denigrate others that it becomes a slur and where I start to have an issue.
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    q log 115: angel molting seasons. Their feathers are like soft glass: you can rake them into piles and tumble in, and watch the world from a sea of lenses
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    q log #114: I dont know how to explain to you that you should care about other people. At this point its not merely a political disagreement, but a fundamental divide on what it means to live in a society.
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    q log #113: the ignore feature on this website is a wonderful tool
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    Alski
    Alski
    Oh no what ever shall i do.
    quagma
    quagma
    The ignore feature is really nice because I could be having all kinds of hate, abuse, or unpleasant people trying to convert me to conform to their way of thinking, but with it, I never ever have to see what they said, and I can remain blissfully unaware of the harassment. I dont even know how to reveal ignored comments so whine all you want, I cant see a fucking thing fuck you
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