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You mean flow state? When the story begins to flow inside my head and I begin to daydream. But basically whenever I wrote but I require total concentration and to not be disturbed or I end up getting really irritated so I write often before sleep.

My arithmetic and algebra are decent. You can say I just feel very vulnerable. It's like having a Blindspot and I'm not used to it.

Figures. Aaagh. It's like I just want to scream. Hahahaha

I couldn't immediately go to college after graduating from highschool and 5 years later, I plan to start as a freshman. Since November 2025, I started studying from elementary math, science, and English until the present. Literally from elementary level. I had to take like weeks to prepare...

why does that sound so familiar? Where have I read that? ?

I guess I can only try.

I write 3 novels at the same time. It's been a while since I had a writer's block. If I don't know what to write, I just write and scrap it if it's trash. The act of revision allows me to find the right direction. As they said: The obstacle is the way. Plus, I write via cause-and-effect.

That sounds so terrifying or maybe that's just me. It's difficult to find people of similar interests. At least in my place. I can't find anyone willing to trek a mountain. If they want to travel, it's often just to camp in the beach.

Philosophy, fighting, parkour, studying, research, writing, drawing, thinking, those stuff. What do you mean kidnap? Events huh? It's been a while since I met people more than 10. I'll try if I find some but it's a bit terrifying. Ty though.

I've been introverted since birth and the lockdown made me even more self-contained. Wanderlust made me go everywhere. 2024, I climbed a mountain alone. 2025, climbed a different mountain and live there for 3 months all by myself. I don't have social media so I don't have any text mates or...

I don't have anything else but my phone and fingers. ? And I am used to it.

For years, using Ibis Paint (for the phone) I've been drawing by making the line Art first which takes a lot of time and I often make so much mistake because I tunnel vision when I focus too much in doing the line drawing right. Today, I tried to use the lasso Fill and at first, I thought it...

I have learned my lesson but I was honestly just a kid back then but yeah, choices have consequences regardless. Skill-issue in my part ?

Hahahaha... Yeah, I'm not saying anything ?

I don't know if I can say it. I call it shady because reading the contract now is way to unfavorable to the authors. The good thing with the law is no contract can force you to keep working. You can just stop. Non-exclusive my ass but they're using the power of attorney. That or I'm just...

I was a brat when I mindlessly signed a non-exclusive contract with a shady company. Today, I checked the contract and I could have some legal problems though it was ambiguous but I'd rather not take my chances and had to delete the series in other platforms such as SCRIBBLEHUB. But gosh, it...

Simultaneously. 3 different genres. Revising one volume. And conceptualizing another one. Hahahaha. It just feels better that way.

Yeah, I realized the glitches are part of the game. This isn't a dating sim. It's psychological horror. I downloaded this for casual playing. How unexpected.

Does anybody play Doki-doki Literature Club? I played today and Sayori girl killed herself. I didn't expect the stake to be so high and she f*cking died. And I feel like I neglected her. I wanted to restart but all save files are gone. So I wanted to start a new game and focus on Sayori but...

That's all there is to it. But believe me or not, there's something else beyond that. A place where the “I” itself vanishes. You no longer asks anything, nor justify, not rationalize— even the need for Narrative or purpose or meaning or story are all cut off. Everything is severed and all that...