Apparently my mom woke up with the same illness my dad had last week and imma be honest I now live with the fear I’ll be next… the severity is akin to the flu but significantly worse-nyaah…..
I’ve long accepted that I am an hag… on a side note my favorite hobby is to dramatically complain about how I am getting old in the presence of my 75+ grandparents… but really though why the hell do my knees lock up and my back ache!!! For all the problems I have keeping in shape has never been...
Anyway I’m done being pointlessly philosophical~ I just worked myself to the point of near passing out… so now my brain is going in strange directions-nyah. :blob_evil_two:
Life is a contradictory and confusing tale, so instead of fighting it’s ridiculousness one might as well just enjoy the chaos since at the end it’ll just be an interesting story… albeit one that possibly will never be told-nyah.
I’ve found that over the years my mindset has evolved… I’ve come to the conclusion that no matter the joys or pain I or anyone else experiences it won’t matter at not to anyone or anything in the end, so I might as well experience it with a smile and embrace the end when it comes~ so basically...