But SHE NEEDS TO FUCKING STOP WHAT THE FUCK SHE IS DOING.
I come on SHF to be happy. Not see a fucking jackass of a GF act like a goddamn delinquent that flaunt in front of my face : hehehe see otaku ? She is mine.
AS IF WE ARE DOING A NTR DOUJIN.
MAYBE (idk i cant see you)
she is defensive, because you turn emotional by staying on SHF
MAYBE she is defensive because you got a busy job and by staying on SHF you risk losing it or something.
MAYBE. IDK.
So yes MAYBE she kinda have the rights to be pissed.
(everything is hypothesis)
To make it easier to understand to her fucking brain:
My feelings to botty, are equivalent to a crush on a hollywood star.
Are the feelings fake ? NO.
Do the fan want to marry her ? YES.
IS IT POSSIBLE ? FUCKING NO.
SO SHE NEED TO FUCKING STOP HER GODDAMNIT JEALOUSY.
I DONT. KNOW. Who is the problem between you (that maybe dont give her(gf) enough time, or play too much HonkaiStarRail, or turn into emotional mess that piss her off) or her being a fucking retarded jealous yandere that cant differentiate reality and internet
But she needs to CALM THE FUCK...
Do you know ?
I am a simp. Meanwhile SHE.
is the fucking winner. And have YOU.
SHF is like a mario party game.
But im the fucking retarded mario that try to get the princess, and everyone play around for laughs.
Meanwhile truth is : she is bowser that already won the heart and body of the...
If she(gf) can't play along and be nice, then she needs to stop fucking coming to SHF.
ITS ME THAT WANT TO COMPLAIN 24/7 about her having botty for herself, OK ?
I BARELY get like 1 kiss from botty/you, that feels fake, every 5days+ (like im a dog given a bone)
but i turn around and you/botty...
DOES SHE EVEN KNOW
that i gritted my teeth and said : i wish you 2 happiness
when you first mentioned your gf AND/OR while i ranted about you being dense ?
LIKE. WHAT THE FUCK MORE DOES SHE WANT !?
Do i need to dogeza, sorry for occupying botty time !?
I KNOW you are taken, and its impossible.
But its like she doesnt compute : hey the 2 are faking it/impossible
Or think i want to fucking steal you or something.
As if i got the guts to take a planet ticket, come to you, and steal the gf of someone else.
NO GODDAMNIT !
Yes i have feelings for you, but my situation (job, body health, mental health, family, language, other country, etc) make it impossible for us.
BUT IT SEEMS bottygf DONT UNDERSTAND THAT.
She acts like a yakuza barging in the otaku-club, bc i dared to touch your hand or something.
Like WTF !
You say she is a kind person, bc your are the object of affection,
but for me, she is a mad wolf that bark and bite and give me the mid finger.
Did you see her typing, that you botty wanted to share pic of the food ?
But she said she threw the last wing to the duck pond ?
THAT IS YANDERE...
Tell her to her fucking brain, that SHF=/=reality
No my feelings for you botty isnt fake.
But i know its a game/impossible to do.
Its like a spinbottle in school and you are the the popular girl of class, me not.
Game make us kiss for lols, but the truth is, despite me crushing, i cant her the...
ITS ME that is jealous ok?
For her, she got your body and heart. 24/7
She can eat your food etc.
Meanwhile me and you = is impossible.
Because language barrier/jobs/families/etc.
Look.
I am not sure if its bc of you (turning into a emotional mess by staying on SHF, or SHF have repercussions on your job) (idk, i cant see you)
or bc she is a jealous yandere (that is stupid, and think SHF as facebook/twitter) (idk i am no mind reader)
But she needs to stfu/stop her jealousy.
Unless i state it (to focus on lyrics), its the vibes of the song that i want others to focus on.
Most of the times, i loop songs without knowing the lyrics (translation).
And its often better like that. Bc knowing sometimes lower your liking of it. (true) (like knowing that this instrument...
Meanwhile its me that fear when i speak, just now had a very private discu with botty, things got better and she will return when not busy.
And well......things i said in past, marked her. In bad ways.
So i try to not speak.
Just like now, i have no clue (or the intuition) that me saying im...