Does it pains you, thinking about how even if you live until 1000 year old with a billion dollar fortune, you still wouldn't be able to recapture specific feelings in specific moments in times? I miss the way I dream and feel the wind sometime, it was a good time.
I like the word yearn. I don't think it's quite strong enough as a verb but the way it rolls off the throat and tongue gives it such a strong feel
I yearn for love, art, peace, and education