In a melancholic mood right now, due to a philosophical question by botty.
Should have married her but then also suffer ? Or never married her and be far happier.
To this. Its like Clannad Story.
I will never regret marrying Botty.
Despite the pain, i also had joy. Immeasurable joy that is far too precious in my dull life. (crap im crying)
But most important reason I guess, is : 'Im now fine even if you are no longer here.' kind of vibes.
(Disclaimer : Not to say that i dont need them anymore. But more like a loss of person and "being fine even if they no longer here")
(Example, Naruto no longer be sad and missing his parents)

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