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Yes i know. And im thxful for that. (though didnt say it) Its just that i wanted pangmida to understand more of my circumstances. And why i seem so weird like that. ---------- And that she accidentally hurt me.

What i tried to say, is that, by pure coincidence, she nailed the truth (involuntarily) : "its like you dont have a dad or something" "kek....guess what....you are right."

Yes. I know she didnt meant it. Dont worry. That is why im still not hating her.

:sweating_profusely: (:blob_shock: me 5s ago seeing the notif of Zanna sad reacting to something i said. Said-thing was VERY EASY to misunderstand. Scared the shit out of me) (I hate myself that write/say stuff that are giga ez to misunderstand.)

@ZannaYO ⬆️

WARNING I am not saying THAT PANGMIDA ART IS BAD. Ex : botty pfp is VERY NICE.

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Sigh, ty srb for your words. You basically helped me confirm a few(2) things. That no one is interested of art like i do. And 2) wont say it. Dont want more problems.

:s_eek: GO WORK !!!!! DONT LOSE YOUR JOB BC OF ME !!!!!

At same time, what you said, basically confirm my thought, that no one care. I mean, Elijah also get no attention (he is more pitiful than me) but more due to him focusing on a theme no one particular like (forgot the name of the IP). Meanwhile, no one cares no matter what.

Yep...........Its this "yeah....." part that frustrate me. (i understand the meaning you say) I feel lonely.

Its like praising the art bc "its a friend". Just like people will congratulate a genius artist painting bc its from picasso. Meanwhile i-------(nah i dont say that, it sounds bad)...........sigh...........whatever.....

Yes. I know. And that is what makes me sad. You guys focus on the efforts. While i focus on the quality and art itself. Edit : Fuck my words sounds bad. Plz to people that see it, dont misunderstand. pangmida art is great. But bc of friend filter, there is a inflation(?) of feelings in it.

But to be fair, i delete everyone equally. Myself included. kek. crappy joke.

Yes my bad. And yes, i guessed/know that people fear posting bc i risk deleting it.

Frustrate me to no end. (Im lucid though, and not hating her) (im not evil) I am at fault too. But my frustration is just like the frustration of people on internet reading first comment of video or thread and not scrolling down. Something you cant do anything about.

I post some pics, no one care (some do but the usual people) Pangmida post her self-made art ? Everyone acclaim her.

Envy : desire to have a quality, possession, or other desirable thing belonging to (someone else). Jealousy : feeling or showing an envious resentment of someone or their achievements, possessions, or perceived advantages.

So yes, like the name of a certain vampire. I envy her. As someone cursed to be lonely and alone. I so envy her. (warning: there is difference between ENVY vs JEALOUSY, not same thing)