TheMonotonePuppet
A Puppet Colored by Medication
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I'll go first!
Take that depression! Some smartly-done pieces of code are stronger than you! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Very comprehensible... *chuckles high-pitched*Ew.
Doom slaye, I kill demons
DAWWWW!!! SO SWEET! Who knew Sailus had it in him?! The Princess does indeed have a heart of gold. May be nestled in a cactus (@BouncyCactus maybe?), but it's there!
I love you, oh wait...
Not that type of love... you... hoarder...I love you, oh wait...
I just start laughing because I always start laughing.
... Gee. So insightful. Really. Bravo. That is not to say you are incorrect.Depression can come from many things, but I personally find it comes most from the feeling of insecurity.
I also drove a different truckI drove a truck
That's the problem. We're insecure about insecurity.... Gee. So insightful. Really. Bravo. That is not to say you are incorrect.
No. You are certainly not that, but could you not phrase it in a less insensitive manner? There are so many synonyms for insecurity that are both less insensitive and more apt that you could boil the majority of depression down to, after all.
And again, I will go on to say that your statement is partially true for myself. Some of it comes from a deep-rooted self-hatred of myself, my personality, and my body. All of them are insecurities, though borne of a million reasons: mommy issues, body dysmorphia, pathological issues with energy levels, etc. Insecurities work as a word. Why, I will even go onto to say that insecurity is an important facet of depression...
But I won't deny you have also deeply pissed me the FUCK off.
Perhaps if you had covered it more thoroughly, with a few addendums to cover your starsdamned fuckin' ass so there is less possible ways to misconstrue your pithy sentence... or maybe if you covered it more delicately; added a couple of elaborations... maybe this sentence would have been fine.
As it is now, in isolation, in response to my post, I am incredibly insulted.
Why?
Because it sounds like insecurity is the core element of everyone's depression, and more specifically, as a personal view of my depression. You may not have intended it as such... but, Anon, the level of reductionism is obscene, and what you chose to simplify to... *head shakes in frantic annoyance*
My depression stems from a nausea-inducing hatred of my body. It is both an insecurity, and much, MUCH MORE than that. Insecurities come with a connotation of "minuteness", of "so unimportant it's a joke", and of "senseless".
But that's not all it is. My depression also stems from the pain of being threatened multiple times to be forced out of the house at 16 and older; from the all-consuming paranoia of my mother, constantly stressing over multiple years about how every fault of mine will lead to a life-ending crisis; from the persistent mental disintegration as my view of my personality and who I am as a person because they can't FUCKING leave anything that brings me joy alone; from crippling, sourceless fatigue only solvable by stimulants.
You don't realize just how badly you walked into that. Reductionism is a poor method of dealing with others' mental illnesses. Especially when you are impersonal with them.That's the problem. We're insecure about insecurity.
Reductionism was my way of dealing with it.
Insecurity often comes from making a big longwinded deal about something small which turns it into somethign big... and then you suddenly have this mountain of fear about the self. Reducing it into a sentence compacts into a smaller step to walk over.
@georgelee5786 WHOO! New trucks!!I also drove a different truck