It’s time to drink wine, get high and play darts with my parents~ see everyone tomorrow as I’m probably not gonna remember to say goodnight… so I’ll say it now~ goodnight everyone-nyah!
The hike was great except for having to chase my nephew because the brat bolted… thankfully my nephews idolize me for some reason so he at least listened to me somewhat and stayed within my sight… he still got grounded for that one though-nyah.
It is time to slumber effectively for tomorrow is going to be a busy day of celebration with mom (and my dad)! We are gonna go on a hike, eat good food and finally get drunk while playing darts-nyah.
I finally just had to bluntly tell my mom that I don’t tend to show emotion nor do I know how to express it, but while I seem fine I spend my entire life constantly fighting myself barely maintaining the good mental state I’ve achieved after 20 years… but when it’s entirely ignored or down played it kinda fucking hurts, while her pressure helped in the end-nyah.
My hands hurt like hell… I just finished modifying the colors my main pfp’s using my phones photo editor… but now the eyes are properly purple and the hair has greyish silver in it… so it is now officially the current lore accurate Navillus-nyah.
The best realization I’ve had in my life was becoming self-aware enough to notice that I was a selfish narcissistic asshole when I was younger and making an effort to fix it before I screwed up all the relationships I have with people I care about-nyah.

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