PS : I swear i didnt search it specifically, but i found it by pure coincidence.
(its one of my perk that compensate my shitty bad luck, like a CN protag luck of finding a cave full of treasure when falling a cliff while chased by monsters)
The military is really bullshit, but it makes sense in some ways. You understand that it will be bullshit all of the time. There were certain things that were hard to adapt to after moving to civilian life. Like no longer having to wake up at terrible early times. I think my sleep has never recovered from that XD.
(its one of my perk that compensate my shitty bad luck, like a CN protag luck of finding a cave full of treasure when falling a cliff while chased by monsters)