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I know I for sure have lost most of the cordiality i once had.

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Ditto.

And that is why its so hurtful, when you see your past self
or sad, seeing new people(SHF) looking so pure like you in the past.


In my case, i can easily see it, by visiting my older profile pages OR Stealthy_Enigma profile OR botty old pages.
> I recommend to check it out, i had great posts or images.

Ironically, now i think about it
we are kinda similar.

In the sense, you are a dragon, wanting peace and quiet
and me hero-like(personality) that thought SHF was like a retirement country-side village (like the mangas goes, where they have ultra happy new life).

But well.... Reality slap us in the face. Like always.

Dragon cave is attacked. Reputation slandered/dragon mocked(your religion), despite not wanting troubles. And betrayed by person they trusted (not really, but friendship with envy destroyed)

And me, my wife is not caring of me and love someone else. I keep suffering troubles. And bunch of horrible neighbors (like nobles in the city the hero escaped from).

Well, i don't shy away from arguing much.
Is like me going out and burning down a village. They deserved it, but it's still burning a village.

So yes. Like the hero and "evil" dragon in manga goes, somehow they get along quite well.

In our case, we are both isekai-like
= we coincidentally get along.


PS : That is why Botty makes me so sad. Because as "fellow" robots, i hoped botty was more smart and reasoning. But no. The way she often do mistakes and all.Sigh.
Its like 2 goths, but turns out one is fake.

Well, i don't shy away from arguing much.
-but it's still burning a village.

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TOTALLY THE SAME !

The hero, (s)he is retired.
But her strength is still there. Retired doesnt mean she is weak.

So yeah, suddenly hero destroy a mountain of monsters and everyone is scared or hating the hero.
Same as people hate the dragon for burning village (despite deserving it).

That is why i hated Aliceshiki so much when calling me "a bad apple"
AND not apologizing for it.

Because as a hero, (context for others if they see it:im not one or chuunibyou for it)(i just like justice so much to batman lvl)
do you understand how hurtful it feels to be disparaged like that ?
AND FOR A SCUM VILLAIN (faking innocence) NONETHLESS?

Its disgusting.

Its like a goddamn thief, stealing a thing, drop their stolen bag of coins, while saying the most vile rude things ever, despite the hero giving them 2, 3, 5 POSSIBILITIES of redemptions

Then they see and rush to a group of villagers screaming : HELP HELP im attacked !

And everyone siding with him. And giving me cold eyes. (and friends dodging helping publicly or defending hero)

And the thief acting innocent (im a good person, look how kind my smile is, hehehe) and welcomed WITH A HUGE PARTY by EVERYONE OF THE GODDAMN VILLAGE.

While the hero can only gritt teeth seeing this bs. And suffering "bad apple" (dont worry, we are kind not like some bad apple) implied accusation.

THAT IS HOW BS the drama of Para21 and AliceShiki was.

And then i burn down the village.

I do think you were aggro back then. Maybe forgive and forget would have been better, but we can't change things.

And THAT IS WHY
I love so much DannyTheDaikon to the point of feeling i could risk my life for her.

When you are in a world of pain, where people misunderstand you, hate you, or dont care about you, sometimes a simple sunlight, is like a rope out of hell you know ?

That is how helpful danny was, when she was angry for my sake going "Fuck, she is a bitch!"

(oh reminder, AliceShiki gave a PrivateMessage 5 PARAGRAPHS long of "go see doc, you are sick in the head need help" *faking being concerned for me*)

Btw, still have it. The PM.

As proof/back up of their bs.

You dont give someone a 5 paragraphs long PM
when the other person simply ask 1 WORD ONLY : Sorry.

1 WORD. 5 LETTERS TO TYPE.

That is how bs Alice was.
Ironically, I love justice, i love alice, i love Shiki. But all 3 things combined in AliceShiki, somehow disgust me of her that use this 3 favorite things of mine.

I do think you were aggro back then.

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I know.

It made me understand that being aggressive, EVEN IF YOU ARE CORRECT
make you easier to be hated/not trusted for no reason.

Like, bitch, just click this link. Just 5s ago, the other person said spouting insults AND IM THE BAD GUY?
THERE IS PROOF. RIGHT. THERE !

And also that "reputation" is sometimes a unbeatable mountain. (and tribalism/defending friendship>facts)

Aliceshiki being a very oldest member and all (2 digit numbers). Friends with bunch of others like Envy, etc.

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Anyway Az.
Dont worry. I turned the page.

Thanks to Danny.
My heart demon is now gone about it. I dont care anymore.

I simply needed to be believed ONCE (with the drama) and Danny did.
(the worse of it, is that it wasnt that FUCKING HARD to look at the bs pm aliceshiki gave me (and that i relayed to prove how bs she was) and say : wow that is bad. LIKE A NORMAL person but NO ONE beside danny did)

Immerhate time.

- I hate that people dont understand the basic logic of "It could happen to you too, so have empathy" (bible : Dont do to others what you dont want others to do)

If you, envy, SRB, etc suffered a disparage, or so insulting disgusting PM, i would totally act like Danny of supporting and criticizing this shit.

So it makes me sad to see no one do it you know ?
Im like : Am i the crazy to be the only sane one ?