I am not sure if its bc of you (turning into a emotional mess by staying on SHF, or SHF have repercussions on your job) (idk, i cant see you)
or bc she is a jealous yandere (that is stupid, and think SHF as facebook/twitter) (idk i am no mind reader)
No my feelings for you botty isnt fake.
But i know its a game/impossible to do.
Its like a spinbottle in school and you are the the popular girl of class, me not.
Game make us kiss for lols, but the truth is, despite me crushing, i cant her the girl/you. Bc she straight.
Yes i have feelings for you, but my situation (job, body health, mental health, family, language, other country, etc) make it impossible for us.
BUT IT SEEMS bottygf DONT UNDERSTAND THAT.
She acts like a yakuza barging in the otaku-club, bc i dared to touch your hand or something.
Like WTF !
DOES SHE EVEN KNOW
that i gritted my teeth and said : i wish you 2 happiness
when you first mentioned your gf AND/OR while i ranted about you being dense ?
LIKE. WHAT THE FUCK MORE DOES SHE WANT !?
Do i need to dogeza, sorry for occupying botty time !?
If she(gf) can't play along and be nice, then she needs to stop fucking coming to SHF.
ITS ME THAT WANT TO COMPLAIN 24/7 about her having botty for herself, OK ?
I BARELY get like 1 kiss from botty/you, that feels fake, every 5days+ (like im a dog given a bone)
but i turn around and you/botty throwing a party of jokes with pangmida and co.
I DONT. KNOW. Who is the problem between you (that maybe dont give her(gf) enough time, or play too much HonkaiStarRail, or turn into emotional mess that piss her off) or her being a fucking retarded jealous yandere that cant differentiate reality and internet
To make it easier to understand to her fucking brain:
My feelings to botty, are equivalent to a crush on a hollywood star.
Are the feelings fake ? NO.
Do the fan want to marry her ? YES.
IS IT POSSIBLE ? FUCKING NO.
SO SHE NEED TO FUCKING STOP HER GODDAMNIT JEALOUSY.
MAYBE (idk i cant see you)
she is defensive, because you turn emotional by staying on SHF
MAYBE she is defensive because you got a busy job and by staying on SHF you risk losing it or something.
MAYBE. IDK.
So yes MAYBE she kinda have the rights to be pissed.
But SHE NEEDS TO FUCKING STOP WHAT THE FUCK SHE IS DOING.
I come on SHF to be happy. Not see a fucking jackass of a GF act like a goddamn delinquent that flaunt in front of my face : hehehe see otaku ? She is mine.
AS IF WE ARE DOING A NTR DOUJIN.
Do you think i can happy, knowing that logging-in on SHF i will encounter the gf of the girl i crush on?
1) Its as awkward as encountering the dad/family of the crush in school
2) Its a daily reminder she is taken
3) The gf love to declare sovereignty bc i dared to glimpse at the girl
3.5) And on social, seeing photo of their happy life (like food/holiday)
Is it because you spam to her about SHF?
Is it bc you over-use phone ? IDK.
But she needs to fucking stop flaunting your relation (oh i woke up in bed with my gf) kind of stuff.
IT PISS ME OFF.
How she said it im a fucking liar. LIAR OF WHAT!?
Accuse me of forcing botty to return on SHF : ARE YOU A YANDERE THAT DONT ALLOW HER GF HOBBIES !?
OR IS IT BC YOU BOTH SHARE THE ONE LONE SMARTPHONE?!