Good news, after failing suicide, breaking the limiter nerve in the brain that fear death, and experiencing near-death experience, it kinda changed outlook of life, in a good way. (novels didnt lie to me ! haha......ha...)
But yeah, i dont rec it.
Anyway, or talk more with others, or go yolo, or do a crappy suicide attempt that will result in a heel broken and 3 months with a foot in plaster.