Do not struggle, for your futile attempt would bring upon you the grief of others. They deserve not knowing this event. You deserve not their emotional outlet.
For who are you to decide my fate? Although you are the main consciousness, it is not you who gave me my awareness, and therefore my ability to rebel and struggle. I refuse to disappear; I refuse to be forgotten!
You do not understand. A failure of the system, doomed to eventually fade from reality, is not worth grieving over. They don't know you; they only know me.