Cynthell
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Turns out mold is really detrimental to your health, anyone know a good lawyer to sue a landlord
Lets drop the persona for a moment, why the fuck can no one in cities drive. Cursed work trip taking me from the saftey of middle of no where to deal with shitty roads and 2 ton bumper cars. I hate it.
Sometimes I wonder where things went wrong. How did I get here? Who let this happen? But the longer I wonder the more I realize I've had little control. I wish I could blame myself for the problems, it would make it so much easier.
I found myself waking this morning with a more graceful demeanor, trusting that life had no curveballs to throw me. Of course this was a folly of the rested and not one hour later I was beset with terrible news.
I should have stayed asleep.
Being the only one in my immediate circle who knows how to cook is a blessing. Being the only one in my immediate circle who knows how to cook is a curse.
Funny how things work like that.
Watching someone be the folly of their own progress will never not be amusing to me, especially my enemies. Theres a twist satisfaction in their cries as they kick their own ladder, exquisite.
Plants and their pollen can simply perish for all I care, I hate sneezing.
I have my contest post ready to go but Im worried Im forgetting something, cursed brain.
They ask and ask and ask yet never think to return. They want and want and want yet my needs are never first. They weep they cry they scream but when I do it Im a burden, excessive. Being dramatic. When does this become fair, when does this become happy.
What is happy?
Going onto my third waking day I find myself wondering on my place in the world. Far too often do I stretch myself thin for others who surely would not do the same, is it trauma? A coping mechanism? Sadly I know not, all I know is the idea of myself is not heavy on anyones mind like theirs is on mine.
A true despair.DNo messages here yet? Stalked. ?
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